Monday, December 31, 2012

Chapter 73: This Rule is only a beginning


The purpose for which we have written this rule is to make it clear that by observing it in our monasteries we can at least achieve the first steps in virtue and good monastic practice.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 73 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

These are welcome words to me today, as consoling as John Main's assurance that, "in meditation, we are all beginners".  St. Benedict accepts me as I am, offers me both compassion and challenge, and guides me to trust in the help of Christ.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Chapter 72: The good spirit which should inspire monastic life


It is easy to recognize the bitter spirit of wickedness which creates a barrier to God's grace and opens the way to the evil of hell. But equally there is a good spirit which frees us from evil ways and brings us closer to God and eternal life.
(From Ch. 72 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Why, I wonder, does it it seem so much easier to see what is bitter in others and in myself, than to see the good? I'm aware of having a stubborn and very human disposition towards alienation. But, its hold over me is loosened by the practice of loving attention to the Other.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Chapter 71: Mutual obedience in the monastery


Obedience is of such value that it should be shown not only to the superior but all members of the community should be obedient to each other in the sure knowledge that this way of obedience is the one that will take them straight to God.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 71 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

It seems to me that mutual obedience is based on authentic self-knowledge and respect for "that of God" in everyone. This is a perception much deeper than the "good guy/bad guy" mentality prevalent in our culture. True, deep perception of my own human nature  -- a fruit of meditation -- leads me towards compassion for others, and unity in the Spirit.

Friday, December 28, 2012

Chapter 70: The offence of striking another

Every occasion for presumptuous behaviour in a monastery must be avoided, so we insist that no one in the community may excommunicate or strike another unless given the powert to do so by the superior.
(From Ch. 70 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Presumptuous behavior, it seems to me, is the opposite of true authority.  The first, motivated by the ego, drives me to assume power over others. The second, motivated by the Spirit, allows me to act lovingly in the best interest of others.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Chapter 69: No one should act as advocate for another


Such a thing must not happen in the monastery because it would provide a very serious occasion of scandal.
(From Ch. 69 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

I think St. Benedict is telling me that self-interest, even when it appears to be service to another, creates division. My responsibility to community is to allow the life of Christ to act within and among us.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Chapter 68: The response to orders that seem impossible


If the superior after listening to this submission still insists on the original command, then the junior must accept that it is the right thing and with loving confidence in the help of God obey.
(From Ch. 68 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Christ blesses me with those who challenge my notions of my perceived limitations.  In this way, what I might dismiss as mere weakness, becomes, through deep listening, my "growing edge".

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Chapter 67: Those sent on a journey


Those who are sent on a journey should commend themselves to the prayers of all the community as well as of the superior, and, at the last prayer of the work of God in the oratory, there should always be a momento of all who may be absent.
(From Ch. 67 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Sometimes my journeys are the undesirable ones of wandering from life-giving routine, from loving spiritual discipline.  But the "momento" of my true identity in Christ always waits on the altar of my heart.

Monday, December 24, 2012

Chapter 66: The porter or portress of the monastery


At the entrance to the monastery there should be a wise senior who is too mature in stability to think of wandering about and who can deal with enquiries and give whatever help is required.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 66 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

For me, an inner emotional stability is a fruit of meditation -- or, at least, I'm coming closer in my experience of it.  How do I react to difficult people or situations? -- what time do I waste in embellishing personal dramas? -- or, do I place my impulse to repeat an unhealthy pattern at the feet of Christ?

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Chapter 65: The prior or prioress of the monastery (paragraphs 2-3)


We have no doubt, therefore, that it is best in the interests of preserving peace and charity that the authority for the whole administration of the monastery should rest with the abbot or abbess.
(From para. 2 of ;Ch. 65 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict urges me to understand that peace and charity reign when Christ is the head of my household.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Chapter 65: The prior or prioress of the monastery (paragraph 1)


There have been instances when some of these officials have conceived out of an evil spirit of self-importance that they also are superiors and for that reasons have assumed the powers of a tyrant, so that they encourage scandalous divisions in the community.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 65 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict teaches me that self-importance is a tyrant that ruins both inner and outer harmony. Self-importance, it seems to me, is the opposite of true self-knowledge, of knowing myself in relation to the loving wholeness of my divine source.

Friday, December 21, 2012

Chapter 64: The election of an abbot or abbess (paragraphs 3-4)


They should not be trouble-makers nor given to excessive anxiety nor should they be too demanding and obstinate, nor yet interfering and inclined to suspicion so as never to be at rest.
(From para. 4 of Ch. 64 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My job is not to be busy about controlling people or events, but to rest in the Lord. Here I discover the resourcefulness that springs from being grounded in my source.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Chapter 64: The election of an abbot or abbess (paragraphs 1-2)


The grounds on which a candidate is elected abbot or abbess must be the quality of their monastic life and the wisdom of their teaching, even if they are the last in order in the community.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 64 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict teaches me: Order in community creates conditions for growth and expansion -- the expansion of the Spirit that transcends order.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Chapter 63: Community order (paragraphs 2-3)


In that way they will conform to scripture which say they should try to be the first to show respect for each other.
(From para. 3 of Ch. 63 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

It seems to me wonderfully true, that life-giving order emerges out of everyone being the first  -- the first to show kindness to the other.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Chapter 63: Community order (paragraph 1)


So, apart from those whom the superior has promoted for a more cogent reason or demoted for specific faults, all the others retain the order of their conversion to monastic life so exactly that one who arrived at the monastery door at the second hour must accept a place junior to another who came an hour earlier, whatever their age or former rank may have been.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 62 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry, OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict defines my moment of conversion -- my movement away from self-centeredness and towards Christian community -- as my moment of be coming a new creation in Christ.

Monday, December 17, 2012

Chapter 62: The priests of the monastery


When ordained a monk must be careful to avoid a spirit of self-importance or pride and he must avoid taking on himself any duties to which the abbot has not assigned him.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 62 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

To my ears, St. Benedict is not discouraging a spirit of initiative or service.  He is, more directly, reminding me of the dangers of spiritual pride, and that the ego can insinuate itself into absolutely anything.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Chapter 61: Monastic pilgrims from far away (paragraphs 2-3)


But if no such negative signs are apparent it may be right to go further and not wait for a request to be accepted in the community. It may even be right to persuade such a one to stay so that others may benefit and learn from such example.
(From para. 2 of Ch. 61 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

In my experience, community means understanding that God has brought me together with others.  Although these relationships may, at times, be frustrating or baffling to me, God is among us, in the relationships. In the same way, God is in my relationships with those who offer life-enhancing example.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Chapter 61: Monastic pilgrims from far away  (paragraphs 1-2)


It may happen, of course, that one of them may find something to point out in criticism about the customs of the monastery, using sound arguments in a spirit of charitable deference. In that case the superior should consider the whole questions with care and prudence in case it was for this very purpose that the pilgrim was sent by the Lord.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 61 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My oldest child, coming home from college for Christmas, seems a bit like a pilgrim from far away. St. Benedict reminds me to stay open to the presence of the Spirit, in all the comings, goings, and expectations of this busy time of year.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Chapter 60: The admission of priests into the monastery


An ordained priest who asks to be received into the monastery should not be accepted too quickly. If, however, he shows real perseverance in his request, he must understand that, if accepted, he will be bound to observe the full discipline of the Rule and may expect no relaxations.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 60 Of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My ego wants to set me above and apart; the Spirit wants to set me down to serve.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Chapter 59: Children offered by nobles of by the poor


Everything concerned with this property should be negotiated in such a way that not the slightest hint of personal expectations can be entertained by the child in a way which could lead through deception to ruin.
(From para. 2 of Ch. 59 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict, and John Main, both urge me to relate freely to the material world, out of purity of heart.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Chapter 58: The reception of candidates for the community (paragraphs 4-5)


When the decision is made that novices are to be accepted, then they come before the whole community in the oratory to make solemn promise of stability, fidelity to monastic life and obedience.
(From para. 4 of Ch. 58 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

St. Benedict teaches me that the monk is one who seeks God. Through meditation I've come to appreciate what he also teaches in the Rule, that that seeking is not simply solitary but is done in community. The solemn promises Benedict names apply to both my journey inward, and to my journey outward.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Chapter 58: The reception of candidates for the community (paragraphs 1-3)


The entry of postulants into the monastic life should not be made too easy, but we should follow St John's precept to make trial of the spirits to see if they are from God.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 58 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My daily spiritual practice, especially meditation, is the essential aspect of my day.  And yet, it seems that perhaps I'm not supposed to get too attached to my practice.  God challenges me with chaos, and asks if I can seek God in those conditions, too.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Chapter 57: Members of the community with creative gifts


If there are any in the community with creative gifts, they should use them in their workshops with proper humility, provided that they have the permission of the superior.
(From para. 1of Ch. 57 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My understanding of "creative gifts" is expanding. On one hand, it includes a growing quality of selfless attention when I practice my own art, and perhaps share my art with others. On the other hand, creativity begins to characterize the experience of my interaction with all creatures, with all of creation.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Chapter 56: The table for the superior and community guests

The superior's table should always be with the guests and pilgrims.
(From Ch. 56 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Who am I? The superior? The guest? The pilgrim? The Christian vision of unity recognizes Christ in all our aspects.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Chapter 55: Clothing and footwear for the community (paragraphs 3-4)

There is one saying, however, from the Acts of the Apostles which the superior must always bear in mind, namely that proper provision was made according to the needs of each.
(From para. 4 of Ch. 55 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Beginning the season of Christmas gift accumulations can seem just like hoarding. What if I more carefully discerned what each person really needs -- a word, a look, a gesture, a prayer?

Friday, December 7, 2012

Chapter 55: Clothing and footwear for the community (paragraphs 1-2)


However the superior should see to it that the garments are not short and ill-fitting but appropriate to the size and build of those who wear them.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 55 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

With all of Benedict's concern for economy and practicality, I'm touched by his attention to appropriate fit. This speaks to me of the dignity of the body, and offers a gentle challenge to bear with honor the indwelling spirit.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Chapter 54: The reception of letters and gifts in the monastery


No one in a monastic community may receive or send to others letters, gifts of piety or any little tokens without the permission of the superior, whether it is their parents who are concerned or anyone else at all or another member of the community.
(From Ch. 54 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

For me to freely give, and to freely receive, I must do so in a way which expands the spirit of selfless love.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Chapter 53: The reception of guests (paragraphs 5-6)


The kitchen to serve the superior together with the guests should be quite separate, so that guests, who are never lacking in a monastery, may not unsettle the community by arriving, as they do, at all times of the day.
(From para. 5 of Ch. 53 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My household isn't large enough to contain two kitchens.  And yet, I respond to the parallel arrangement that Benedict describes, of hospitality and stability standing side by side.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Chapter 53: The reception of guests (paragraphs 1-4)


The greatest care should be taken to give a warm reception to the poor and to pilgrims, because it is in them above all others that Christ is welcomed.
(From para. 4 of Ch. 53 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

My experience of being an assistant to mentally handicapped adults in a L'Arche household made very real for me a radical gospel message: Put the poor (the weak, the disenfranchised, the vulnerable) at the center of community.

Monday, December 3, 2012

Chapter 52: The oratory of the monastery


The oratory must be simply a place of prayer, as the name itself implies, and it must not be used for any other activities at all nor as a place for storage of any kind.
(From Ch. 52 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Jesus teaches me to pray contemplatively in my heart: "But when you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret" (Matt 6:6).  My inner room is my heart, my oratory, where Jesus dwells. In practicing selfless attention to Him, there is no room for egotism or psychological baggage of any kind.

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Chapter 51: Those on local errands or work


Any who are sent on an errand which will allow them to return to the monastery on the same day must not eat outside, in spite of pressing invitations whatever their source, unless the superior has approved this.
(From Ch. 51 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans.by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)

Too rushed, too tired -- I can be very quick to rationalize reasons why I can "skip out" on my spiritual attentiveness. St. Benedict is reminding me to always return to my source.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Chapter 50: Those whose work takes them away from the monastery


Those whole work takes them some distance from the monastery so that they cannot manage to get to the oratory at the right times for prayer must kneel with profound reverence for the Lord and perform the work of God at their place of work.
(From para. 1 of Ch. 50 of Saint Benedict's Rule, trans. by Patrick Barry OSB, 1997.)


Benedict has a specific instruction here about fidelity to the Divine Office, but I'm struck by the way the final phrase repeats the word "work",  to say to me, in essence, "to perform the work at the place of work".  In this way, I may see all work as the work of God,  and all places as that oratory which is the secret room in my heart.